A Difficult Realization and a Fresh Start

Today, I feel quite disheartened to say that I’ve lost a valuable part of my Sunday—the time I had reserved for gaining knowledge and self-improvement. For the past two days, I haven’t been able to write, mainly because I was mentally disturbed and deeply worried.

However, I’ve decided to start again today, with a fresh mindset. The day went fairly well—I woke up, had a healthy breakfast, and left for work on time. In the evening, I treated myself to a light Kolkata-style snack.

I must admit, I had one pouch of gutka today. I'm trying hard to break this habit and never repeat this mistake again. I’m putting in my best effort, with all my strength, to fight this weakness.

The name I carry, the identity I hold—if it has ever led me astray, it’s still my battle to fight. I will continue this fight until I completely overcome my flaws.

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